Dad, for the first time today i'm crying because i can't understand the love that you give to me. I'm sorry for making you worried all this time. I don't know how to express my feeling and also i don't understand the thing you've done to me. I always feel depressed and under pressure everytime we talk. I never consider your feeling because i always look how strong you are. I'm sorry Dad, but today i feel hurt because my clueless toward you. I can't think straight anymore everytime we argue something. The same note you do to pressure me the same voice i have to fought back. But today, i see how weak you are. How you talking with tears in your heart hoping me understand. I'm sorry Dad. But this time please, believe me. I'm still your little girl, but i'm not that innocent to fall in the same place twice. I know that you try to protect me, but please, i want to stand up alone. I want stand up with my own feet and run to reach my dream. I know you will always behind me to cover when i fall, but please, this time i want try it out myself. I want learn from the world Dad. I believe somewhere out there, something great wait me, something that has meaning for my life waiting for me. Please Dad, believe me this time please. I want to show you that i have your ability because i'm your daughter.
Dad, i don't want to argue with you over the same thing that doesn't even matter. I know that you test me to argue for my choice, but i can't stand hear your anger and your note. Its really hurting me until now. I can't stand it Dad. I just want to say i love u, i love mom too. I never think to dissapoint you, i never think to make you sad. I'm sorry...
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