Again Today

Dear Friday,
once again, today i feel lose..
i'm not lose for someone but again, i lose for myself
I can't handle my emotion..
I can't bear what my mind told me..to control me..
I lose again...

I lose for my heart..
I feel sad for to much thing...
I feel sad for being weak...
I feel sad for not able make decision...
I feel sad because my emotion control me....

I'm not the perfect one to choose my way
But i'm one of people that try to choose my own way
I enjoy my way, but everytime i challenge myself,
I lose my identity,

Dear friday...
you know what happen to me...?

*Just try writing in english